Have I told you that every morning after I woke up and tidied up I go to my deck without my camera and just look ... look at the changes in my backyard? The colours, the leaves or absence of them during fall, some flowers coming up (as weeds most of the time) during early Spring, Summer when it is too hot, etc...even the birds are more beautiful each day, the changes...it is like a prayer thanking God for all I see...and feel at ease with the world of reality I will have to face each day -- then suddenly BOOM! someone opens the door to the deck and let the dogs out, they bark as that was what they do naturally. I watch as my whole little world collapse...
and collapse...
and collapse...